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Today is my birthday so I'll be 19 at exactly 7:41pm
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Jeffy....in my pants
Jeff wrote Jordan a letter about how he got in my pants...in Sarah's kitchen...and everyone watched...and we took pictures. We sent him this picture a few letters later.
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CHEM 152 2.0 10:00a - 10:50a TTh W111 BNSN Intro Org Chem Kuchar, Marvin
NDFS 100 3.0 8:00a - 9:15a TTh 446 MARB Essentials of Human Nutrition Brown, Lora Beth
PDBIO 220 3.0 12:00p - 12:50p TTh 446 MARB Human Anatomy Stark, Michael Rober
TMA 102 3.0 1:00p - 2:50p T 2:30p - 3:50p Th VARTH WSC Introduction to Film Duncan, Dean W
This is a block class so I only have it the second half of the semester
NURS 180 1.0 3:00p - 4:50p M 323 MARB Preview of Nursing Mills, Debra Ann
Only Classes on Tuesday Thursday!!! (expect the one) Yay for registering before all of my friends =) Now I can get a job and work some decent hours!
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED!!! After my Chem final (Saturday 7am-10am) We're going to a bridal fair. Very excited. Very very excited.
Best go study for my Spanish final.
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Today was a good day!!!
Well some stupid stuff happened but I'm ignoring it.
I had a great religion class today and that's all I'm saying about it. It was wonderful.
Then off to Modern Dance. I love dance, can I say that again? It's wonderful. Sadly I only have one more day to dance and then no more for me. But hopefully I'll be getting into a program during the summer, or at least a workshop.
I understood a lot of chem in our bi weekly 2 hour study session and explained it to a lot of people. I got a little frustrated to find out my TA was wrong about something though because I understood it so well but oh well. Then after the 2 hour study session was our Recitation....boring. After that I helped Cliff with the last few homework problems and came home feeling good.
I read all of the 2nd act of La Dama del Alba for my Spanish class. I tried to finish de-virusing my computer but alas it hasn't found the virus that BYU says I have. Then I was getting ready to go but I saw I had 1 missed call and a voice mail. So I listened to it and it was my mommy. She said she found me a jobby poo!! She said a woman she knows from church needed a nanny for her 2 kids!! That's exactly what I wanted. So my group of friends (Jana, Alex and Erika) all go over to James's house and play a game with this big huge fabric circle and it was fun then we eat dinner and play cames. It was really fun. Before I played with the circle thing though the woman called and we talked and I got the job. She's SO nice, well at least on the phone. She sent me an email about the job too with pictures of her kids. She has a 2 year old little girl and a 5 year old little boy. I'm really excited to start this job. They're paying me 7.50 an hour and i work from 1:30-6:30 (or 5) M-F. I'm SO excited you wouldn't believe it! So I can still work at Fitness world in the kids room from 9-1 and then go home quickly eat a little lunchy and get over to the Palmer's to work. Holla!! I'm super excited
Now I'm home and stuffed from the good home made food at James's. oh yes. OH YEAH. Good day, very good good day.
hopefully I'll be able to sleep tonight i've been having trouble since day light savings. Who ever thought of it anyways?
edit: I forgot to mention (I don't know if I ever did actually) but tomorrow I'm going to go look at my apartment for next year. It is SO pretty. Plus my friends already live there. My good friend from the beginning of the year, Kenzie and then there's Marcella who is from Honurdas! AND a Pre-Nursing major. I have already seen the apartment and it's pretty they have a TV, Stereo, VCR, DVD and LOVE SAC!!! YES!!!! I'm so excited to move in!
edit times two : here is the link to RainTree's (my future apartment complex) homepage. Enjoy the beauty of it all
http://www.raintreeapt.com/index
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| Letter from Jordan, the first I've heard since Honduras |
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From: "carl schefer" scheferhonteg@myldsmail.net
To: scheferclan@juno.com
Date: Mon, 05 Apr 2004 20:14:36 +0000
Message-ID: 1081196076.aa5cdc00scheferhonteg@myldsmail.net
This will be the third attempt to write you on this program that doesn't
work nor is user friendly at all, but we have to use it. I have written
about 7 pages which have all been lost twice so I'm kinda frustrated
right now but I'll try to write with the happiness I had the first 2
times I tried this.
Well I'm here and I'm alive and I'm loving it. On the flight from
Miami I sat next to two men named Mario an Carlos Gomez. They were two of
the funniest people I have ever met. It was a fun flight. They live in NC
but are from Teg. They were baptized and have been inactive for 20 years.
I invited them to church.
We got to Teg. and spent the night in this nice hotel and then got up
and got our companions. Mine is named Elder Smith. He is a great guy and
an awsome missionary, but he is kinda serious, so he probablly thinks I'm
crazy because I'm so excited about everything here, and I'm always so
happy everything makes me laugh. It rained a couple of days ago and I
thought it was the greates thing in the world I was so excited he thought
I was nuts, just everything in Honduras is so cool cause its in Honduras.
I live in a suburb of Honduras called the Kennedyits, it's awesome. We
have eaten at pizza hut twice, its really cheap and it is a beautiful
area.
My apartment is about the size of my room in Florida. It is tiny and
because we live in the city we have running water in the morning so I get
to take a nice cold hose off everymorning.
The people here are so nice and everyone wants to hear our message
about christ. They even answer all the questions right. When we tell them
about the first vision and ask them who they think the personages were,
they know. When we ask them how the feel about having a prophet on the
earth today they think its great. When we ask them to read, they say no
they are happy with their church. They just don't get it. I wanna open up
their head to see if they have a brain in there.
The members are awesome. They are fun to chat and talk with. I always
try to joke and they laugh and say a whole bunch of stuff I don't
understand but they are so loving it's great.
Friday we had fish head soup. I thought I was going to die it was so
fishy and my fish had teeth and a lazy eye. It was scary I tasted the
head and then picked out the meat and fed it to the dog then I added a
ton of hot sauce and ate the fishy plantanes in the soup. Other than that
the food has been really good.
We watched conference in English in the high council room, the only room
with air conditioning. It was fabulous. Confrence has never gone by
faster in my life, on they way home I heard some one yell "Schefer,
Schefer is that you? I was amazed I turned around and it was Carlos and
Mario. They are staying only 2 streets from my house. I invited them to
come hear me talk next Sunday. They laughed and said they would be there,
I hope they come.
The airport is about the size of our house, it is tiny. The plane
weaves through the mountains then it slams on its brakes to land. Its
pretty scary but it was worth it.
Mom please forward this to the whole family and Jaime. I'm only allowed
to write family. I only get mail on Mondays. It take 2 weeks for things
to come or go. I got the letters sent through the pouch but nothing else
yet. I love you guys. I'll email you again next Monday, sorry the
spelling is bad spanish is making it worse and there is no spell check i
love you guys .
love elder schefer
i love this place
tell everyone to email me at this address: scheferhonteg@myldsmail.net
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I haven’t written in here in FOREVER!!! Oh well it’ll all be ok.
I just had a super weekend. Although the weather was yucky---cold and wet---on Friday I still had a good one. I came home and started to clean my room and then was invited to play a game called Curses so I did and it was pretty darn fun. I came back upstairs and saw that I had 2 messages on my answering machine. I figured they were for Amy but I listened to them anyways. They were for me! It was Erik asking me to the Volleyball game. So I called him back and told him I would go. I got dressed and got ready to go and stuff. It’s fun to get ready for dates, at least that’s what I think. So I met him and Jeff and Ashley downstairs and then we went to get Landin (who forgot my name…) and his friends. Then off we walked to the game. The Cougars played well it was an intense match. We lost the first game but then won the last three. It was really fun though. After a while I got so tired and my head hurt but oh well. During the game Jon called me and we talked for just a minute (I didn’t want to be rude) . He wanted to hang out I felt bad but oh well. Afterwards Erik walked me home (Everyone else went to watch a movie). I was glad to go home. I called Jon back and we talked for 30 minutes. I hate when you’re having such a good conversation but you need to do something ( I.E. sleep!) that interrupts it. Anyways after that I went to sleeeeep!
Saturday I slept in! YAY! After sleeping in I got up and watched the taped OC and ate breakfast in Jana’s room. After that I went to Wal*Mart where Jana bought pink and orange tulips and ribbon and a card for Caitie’s baptism. Erika and Alex bought her a beta fish. It was pretty fun. We got back just in time for the baptism but when we got there I had to run back and get Caitie a towel because she forgot one. It was sprinkling and cold and I had to cross the busy street but I made it. The baptism was so nice. I’m so happy her family came. Afterwards I was so tired so I came home and took a nap. Then Jon called and woke me up and asked me to get a date cause he was going out with this girl and wanted to double with me. Alas he only allotted me an hour and a half to find this date. So yeah I called a bunch of friends and no one was home. So I ended up going with Jon’s brother Christopher. Christopher is like …24? Yeah and he’s just Christopher. But yeah we went putt putting and I got 3 holes in 1 yet I lost. Badly. I even got a hold in one on the last shot so I got a free pass to go again. Like I would want to do THAT! Just kidding it was fun. Then we played air hockey but I lost badly. Then we went to Johnny B’s which was fun. I love to see John, Jordan’s brother. Jon and I went up on stage to get hypnotized and that was eh…..pretty fun. Afterwards I talked to John some more and then we all left and went back to Jon’s to have ice cream and watch The Goonies. Jon and Christopher made ice cream cones which are so good home made. I didn’t get home till 2! After I got home I called Jon and we talked for a little bit about out plans for the next day.
So Sunday I wake up and try to take a shower and end up having to take one in cold water. That was NOT fun. Then Jon picked me up and we went to church. Church was ok. Jon told everyone I was his cousin but everyone who didn’t hear thought I was his girlfriend. I’m so very unaffectionate though. I think it’s funny. After Church we both wrote Jordan letters and then I took a little nap. Then we watched the end of the Kansas game and the beginning of the Duke game. Christopher and I made dinner while Jon slept. Yay steak! After dinner Jon and I went to Jordan’s parents house. It was a long drive but we finally got there. They fed us there after I gave them Jordan’s watch and some pictures of his I developed. Sister Schefer started crying so I started crying. During the prayer I started crying. It was pathetic! We finished eating and then Sister Schefer made cookies and we played 5 crowns when Erin (Jordan’s older sister) and her friend Angie came over. It was fun and I beat Jon! We left after that and I cried a lot on the way home. It’s sad but true. I came home and couldn’t sleep very well.
Work was hard to get up for this morning but there’s only 18 days left of work and only 26 days until I come HOME!!! I can’t wait to come home and get my own room. Who cares if I only have it for 2 months? I haven’t had my own room for 9 months! Right now Amy is asleep. I wish she would get up. But not get up and moan. I’m trying to have more patience with her but moaning is the worst thing ever. Ok that’s all for now
Wait---new user pics! check 'em out!
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JaimeGirl85: hey smelly pants
JaimeGirl85: how were the missionaries
brookiecookie361: what up stinkapotamus?
brookiecookie361: um...okay i guess
brookiecookie361: i want elder peck back:-\
JaimeGirl85: you crazy
JaimeGirl85: jk maybe you like him
JaimeGirl85: i didn't know him very well
brookiecookie361: i used to dare me to do things
brookiecookie361: i got no dares
JaimeGirl85: aw
JaimeGirl85: like what
JaimeGirl85: ?
brookiecookie361: eating a spoonful of sour cream and eating an orange with a rind
JaimeGirl85: EW
JaimeGirl85: did you do it
brookiecookie361: yeah
brookiecookie361: i said "you double dare me?"
brookiecookie361: and did it
JaimeGirl85: SICK
JaimeGirl85: what did mom and dad say
JaimeGirl85: i can SEE the face they made and said "Brookie..."
brookiecookie361: they werent happy claro
JaimeGirl85: oh my gosh i love nutella
JaimeGirl85: sorry to change the subject but i'm having some and it's SO good
JaimeGirl85: and i miss jordan
JaimeGirl85: so much
brookiecookie361: hello ms. random, im brooke
brookiecookie361: cookie stinkapotamus franklin
JaimeGirl85: hahah
mood swing...
I miss Jordan and how much simplier my life was when he was in it. I miss how he used to kiss me out of the blue, or when I was pouting he'd hug me until I hugged him back. The little things. I miss not having to miss him.
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First of all my sister = very funny
brookiecookie361: today there was something i burned and i threw it outside and a stinky old dog came and ate it and i saw it and ran out side and yelled "THATS NOT YOURS"
brookiecookie361: it was the stinky dog next door
brookiecookie361: BOO RADLY [in dog form]
So is Allie on Brookie's screen name
brookiecookie361: screw sunshine
brookiecookie361: she has a weird name
brookiecookie361: jaime is bettaaaa
brookiecookie361: muucchhh betttaahhhh
Let's see. well it's been a while since I've really written in here. This week was a bit crazy. A lot of studying for Chem and some for Spanish. Took both tests yesterday. I dunno how I did! Oh well at least they're over ya know.
I got a letter from Jordan on Saturday. The normal short little thing. It was cute though and nice to get something I'd never down getting a letter from Jordan. So on Monday I get another one! Total surprise. I had already written him and sent it by the time I got this one. But I was happy! He sent me another CTR ring but this time it was in Spanish so really it was a HLJ ring but anyways. The letter was NOT what I was expecting at all. It started out with "I wrote you earlier today but the letter sucked. So i'm wirting you again. I want to start saying what I feel in my letters instead of just writing crap" well that's good to hear ;) But the letter (2 pages) was all about how he missed me, what he missed about me, things we did together, just everything. After I read it I cried....for about 2 hours. It was tough man. I didn't know what to do. I talked to some people about it and later regretted it. I let Jana read it and she cried. I was glad I let her read it. She actually knows him and it was good to talk to her about it. Then on Tuesday I got ANOTHER letter from Jordan! My goodness! So this one was funny and more like him. He said his roommate calls me "Underappericated Jaime" and Jordan said "I'm the most loved missionary here and everyone knows it" ha.
I'm still having trouble sleeping. Lots of things wake me up---my phone, Amy coming in, people being loud on the floor/outside. Plus most mornings I wake up an hour before I have to. Sometimes I go back to sleep (this morning) some times I don't (yesterday). I go to bed at 11 some times earlier if I'm tired. I don't understand it. blah. I'm probably one of the few college students getting 8 hours of sleep regularly. Yet I feel like I'm being punished for trying. I never had sleep problems before. This summer I can't remember ever waking up in the middle of the night. This fall I can't either. Maybe a few times having trouble falling asleep but nothing really other than that. When I went home for Christmas I didn't. This is so weird. Maybe it has to do with stress.
Tomorrow Jordan will have been in the MTC for exactly one month. So I'm gonna get Brad to sneak him in some Beto's and Dr. Pepper. Yum! I'm such a good....missionary haver? Ex-girlfriend? Best Friend? BFFFFE? blah. Who cares. Jordan still calls me his girlfriend just to keep it simpler. Can't blame him.
Jimmy, Jordan's friend from home, went into the MTC on Wednesday. He called me on Thursday night and we talked which was fun. Then we emailed some. On Tuesday he was ON campus and called me but I didn't hear it so I didn't see him. Darn! Oh well he's going on his mission in Salt Lake so I might just have to go visit him. Yep.
ok well I think that's all for now yep
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this is my 1st new buddy icon
don't you love it
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mmm good entry, I can feel it coming.
Thursday--A fun but crazy day. I got a package from my family with candy, contacts (Thank Heaven), lots of Valentines and other odds and ends. Plus an "I am loved" pin in Spanish, which I really wanted to give Jordan for Valentines. So Brookie got it for me. What a sweetheart! That night me, Alex, and Emily went to my sister Jordan's house to bake cookies. Good idea---triple the recipe. Bad idea---making it all in one fatal swoop. That night I didn't stay up that late but it felt like it. I was way stressed.
Friday--I had a ton of stuff to do, studying and taking a test, doing a Chem lab, studying and taking a clogging test, finishing Jordan's package, making valentine's for everyone on the floor and going to the temple. I got it all done and was on the road to Cedar by 7 I think. It was an ok ride up, me and Erika watched Sweet Home Alabama, which was way cute. Then we got there and talked to my Aunt until 1 am. We're so weird.
Saturday--we got up around 9 and went to Wal*Mart and the Catholic Thrift store. Me in my lovely christmas pj's. Holler at ME! I didn't get anything but that was fine with me. Erika found some cool stuff so I was happy for her. Then we went back to Aunt Jennifer's house and changed for SNOWBOARDING!! We got there about 4 I think and got our lift tickets---for $10. NICE! Night Skiing---the cheap way to go. So everyone but me and to rent their stuff and it was boring for a while but then we got to go. it was great. I did SO much better this time. Oh my garsh. It was so much better. Erika started out ok but then she had trouble stopping. I dunno what else to tell her but LEAN BACK!! So I was snowploughing all slow and I passed her cause she kept falling. So I got to the bottom and she wasn't 100 yards from me but she wouldn't get up. I kept yelling at her and she told me that she needed and minute and I should check her eyes when we got back. So she finally came down and she wanted to practice by herself at the bottom so I went again. Then I saw her at the bottom and she waved me off so I went one more time. Some guy asked me to go on the ski lift with him but he didn't scoot enough so I couldn't get on. It was a weird experience but I didn't get hurt. I was a little tired and I didn't see her anywhere so I went to go look for her. But I couldn't find her at all inside. I went out and ran into Chris and Jordan. They came in to warm up and I sat with them then we looked for Erika all over more. Finally I decided to go down the run againt to look at see if she was there. She wasn't, but I got down the whole run without falling! But at the bottom I ran into Chris and Jordan again and they hadn't seen her but I looked on the Marker board by the lift and saw my name. I made Jordan get closer and read it cause it's easier for her and she goes "Jaime meet Erika in the Medical room" oh my gosh I was never more scared. I unclipped, grabbed my board and booked it. I ran into the Ski Patrol but that wasn't the right room so I came out and she was in the hallway. I yelled her name and hugged her and she asked where I had been and I said "Looking for you!" She told me when she fell she got a concussion!!! great! I killed her!! So the medical people wanted to talk to me and gave me a long list of things I had to look for and do for her. Watch her eyes, wake her up in the middle of the night, don't let her eat any food for 12 hours. Geez! So I ran and got Jordan and Chris and we went home. Layed around and talked that night. Went to bed at 10:30. Expect people kept texting me. Thank you for texting me before 8 in the morning. Thank you very much. Ugh I should just turn off my phone but I couldn't, I had to keep my alarm on to wake up Erika. But she was fine so back to sleep.
Sunday--We went to church and a cute RM spoke but he kinda proved his intelligence level wasn't really up there. Sunday school was the longest lesson of my life, the whole time I thought about Jordan. After Sunday School I ran out and called Amy and she told me that JORDAN SENT ME A PACKAGE!!!!! I was SO excited. SO excited oh my gosh. Totally freakin out. So then Relief Society was somewhat better and we went home. Erika and the Kids and I watched Saturday's Warrior and then ate a real home cooked dinner YAY!~!! it was good. Then we finished our movie. Next Aunt Jennifer taught me how to Croquet. Holla. I'm working on a hat for Jordan. Then we can have matching ones. Nice. We talked with my uncle and talked about Jordan and stuff. My uncle thought I was only dating for looks and a good sense of humor. My aunt totally stood up for me and said that was a shallow way to view it and so my uncle asked me what I was looking for and stuff and then he asked what my favorite thing to do with Jordan was. I told him it was when we were with his family, when we were with his nieces and nephews and when we were with his brothers and sister and parents. I loved to see them interact and how much they loved each other. It was so amazing. Then we talked about peeing our pants (aunt Jennifer brought it up) so I didn't seem like the cool kid any more. Went to bed, but called Adam first. The kid got a tattoo.
Monday--got up and went to DI, Greenbacks, Lin's, Robert's and Wal*Mart. I got a skirt at DI, some storage bins at Greenbacks, and Croqueting stuff at Wal*Mart. Holla. Came home and watched a movie and packed and stuff. Finally we left around 6:45. we were SO packed in Jordan's car. We had all of our luggage (Chris brought the most and he's a boy!!), my snowboard and boots, all the storage bins I brought, and the Cat Jordan got and all it's stuff (litter box, food, carrier) We were STUFFED!!!! It was a long trip but we got home around 9:10. YAY So I had so much stuff to bring in i couldn't get it all and just kicked most of my stuff out of the elevator and the left it there and ran into my room to get my package. It was the best. It was addressed to "Jaime mi amor" how cute! so I opened it and inside was the pictures of preference, and some other fun ones of his room and one of him rock climbing. He wrote on the back of them and it was cute. I started crying. There was also a Valentine heart that said "Te amo por que eres como eres" and a candy heart that said "miss you" The best part was the tape. It was 30 minutes long and I listened to the whole thing. And boy did I cry. It was really nice though. I felt so loved! Even the stamps were candy hearts that said "I <3 you" so cute. SO cute. Plus I got Nutella from Amy and the Honduras flag. Aw it was great. Hopefully Jordan liked the package I sent him as much as I liked his. Brad called him out of class to give it to him. HOLLA! that's the coolest. I have to talk to Brad today and see how excited he was. I'm sure everyone was jealous!! haha everyone talked to me on the tape too which was funny. They all pretended to be Jordan and would go "hey baby I misssss you" ha it was great. I didn't do my homework so I'm going do to it right now! I'm outta here
ps I’m so not sore from snowboarding. in yo' face!
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Today was a weird day. I woke up really tired which was odd. I went to bed 15 minutes later than I usually do. I didn't wake up in the night. It was weird. So I just reset my cell phone alarm and went back to sleep. Then off to Spanish-no shower for me. I came home and thought about showering and eating breakfast later than usual and studying instead I ate and studied. Still no shower. Studying was tough. I started to really miss Jordan. Usually I'm pretty good but today was different. 2 weeks today though, that's pretty good only 23.5 months left. yep...I went to clogging early and got SO tired and SO sweaty and gross. I like to sweat because it means I'm really working ya know but I don't like it cause it's all wet and gross and I have to go to Chem right afterwards. Chem was weird. I wanted to talk to Adam. I don't know why because the past few times we've talked we really haven't had anything to say to one another. I mean beyond small talk we're not invovled enough in each other's lives and it's hard to get invovled, especially with Adam. Anyways I texted Adam and before class I even imed him and asked him to call me sometime. Maybe he has I haven't had my phone close by recently.So I was hanging out in my room after Chemistry and Sunshine came in and said that Jami was on the phone for me so I picked up and she said "come downstairs" and I'm like "Why?" and she tells me to just come downstairs so down I went. I was excited/nervous but it was JON! Yay! Jon as in Jordan's best friend from home! I was so happy to see him. We hung out for an hour and talked while he tried to pick up girls in the lobby. He had lacrosse practice though so we couldn't hang out longer. It was really fun though. He totally cheered me up and got me out of the crazy mood I was in! He's so fun. Yay Jon! haha I'm so much better guys. Yes I am. Plus we're gonna hang out more which is way jawsome (bringin it back guys!) mmmm well gonna go eat and then watch American Idol and the OC and then work out and then go to bed---but I SHOULD study sometime blah (as I was typing study I wrote STUPID instead...nice)
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Well I feel the need to update. Thank you for all of your nice comments. You know who you are!
It took a week before I cried. But it wasn't that bad really. I didn't cry as much as I thought I would. Jana helped me she's SO nice. She thought of a lot of stuff to help me. We went and exercised. Yay! So that was wednesday, and I did it Thursday and Today. Plus my dance classes yay go me! haha.
I miss him a lot. My best friend. I've gotten 3 letters already though! That's pretty good. He sounds like he's having fun. The 2nd letter sounded like he was having a tough time with spanish but he'll be ok. His 3rd letter seemed much better. He's too cute.
I've made GREAT new friends who've helped me SO much it's amazing. Jami was annoying me but it's not so bad any more. I just need to have more patience. Esp. since we're living together next term.
We're up to 24 we might make it 25 tonight if I'm lucky. Word.
This morning Amy was suppossed to go to Yoga at 7 and then we'd go to the temple at 8 but she didn't come home last night which isn't like her. So I thought she was just in Erin's room. I passed her friend Jennie in the hall and she said that Amy didn't come home to the building last night so i got a little worried but not TOO worried. Erin came by to see where she was but she still wasn't here finally she came home at like 11. She slept over somewhere after a birthday party. I was glad she was ok =)
mm k I'm out this entry's weird but thats ok
ps I haven't worn make up at all this week. Holler at a player by JIM CROW
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Jordan goes reports to the MTC right now. At 1:00 Wednesday January 28th, 2004. That's it. For 2 years that's it. He didn't call last night after he was set apart, which is ok. The last words we said were "ok see ya". ha. I haven't cried today...yet. Which is good for me. Really good and surprising. Seeing how long I can keep it up. I even let my self look at my screen saver slide show of all of the pictures of us. I Stapled my ski lift pass to my bulletin board too. I haven't worn make up for 2 days. It's kinda nice. You can rub your eye with out fear...and cry. I showed what I wrote last night in here to Jana and Jami. First Jami wrote read it and then read it outloud to Sunshine. Jami cried. Jana came in after I was asleep and kissed my head and told me good night. I'm trying to be strong and I know it's ok to cry but I've got to keep living my life.
Today I got a lot done. I only have 8 questions left on my Chem study guide and I finished reading the Spanish poems and wrote one of my own. It's not so great, but oh well what to do? They gave us a format. Other wise I'd try harder to express what I really feel.
Yesterday I asked my mom if someone would come visit me. She said "your period" thank you mother...and how true you are.
I'm still so sore from snowboarding it's hard to get in my tall bed when my knees hurt or put on my coat.
I sent Jordan his first letter yesterday so it will get to him today. First day and first letter. Hope he likes it. =)
Welp that's all. I'm trying I'm trying.
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YAY FOR FREE TICKETS TO GO SNOWBOARDING!!
oh my gosh i'm excited. I have free tickets, I'll probably get to use Sunshine's board to go so it won't cost me a CENT!! holla holla holla! plus John and Jenny bought all of us doughnuts and milk for breakfast.
So yeah I'm up on a Saturday at 8:30 trying to decide what to do with my life. Well I mean this day. I need to go to the temple. I need to go back to bed (2am-6:30am isn't enough sleep) and I need to finish my Chem so I can go on Monday. Oh yeah and my Spanish paper. Hm maybe I should call Crystal and see if she will turn my Spanish stuff in for me on Monday. I also told Jordan I would help him pack his room up and he invited me to go shooting. I might go.
I'm so excited to go snowboarding but um...I've never even been skiing. Ever in my life. So it'll be fun. Jordan'll help me. But I have to be willing to try which I am I totally will.
Well I think I'm gonna get dressed and go to the temple. Late.
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yep so yep. I'm kinda tired.
Last night Amy's friend stayed over so I slept in Jana's room. I was out by 11:15. Jordan texted me at 12:20 to tell me he couldn't sleep. Jeffy called me from Cali to tell me his band was gonna play with Static Lullaby. That's the coolest...expect it was 12:30 and i had been asleep for more than an hour and I didn't want to wake Jana. I didn't which was good. I was so tired when I woke up though.
Tonight Jordan and I went to the Sky Room. The nicest (on campus) resturant. It was a 22.95 a person buffet. It was SOOOO GOOOOOOD! and I paid =) with my MEAL PLAN!! oh my gosh it was the best. So they had the best salad and dressing, different types of limonade including limeade, rasberry limonade, and strawberry (we had all the kinds and the rasberry was the best), fruits, and MEAT!! then for dessert we had the CHOCOLATE FONDUE FOUNTAIN. YUM! I had everything on the table: bananas, pears, grapes, pineapple, pretzels, cookies and STRAWBERRIES. the only thing i didn't get was a marshmallow cause I'm not the biggest fan. but oh my gosh it was SO GOOD. hah so you're suppossed to hold your plate VERY close to the fountain so you don't drizzle on the table and Jordan was dipping banana slices with the tongs and I held my plate to get it...but I held it too close to the fountain and started to fondue my plate ahah oops! The meal was so good. It's fun to go somewhere nice every once ina while and I like paying..with my MEAL PLAN in your face um world.
Afterwards I babysat for 2 hours and made $5 but I didn't really want the money. Oh well it takes care of the tip I left. Then i came home and went to the dance with Jami. It was ok. I'm waiting, crest white stips in mouth, for Jordan to get off of work so we can watch a movie. Just like the good old days Tomorrow we're getting up early and getting free tix to go snowboarding!! yay i'm skipping school monday! holla my first time skipping a whole day of college and don't say anything I hate missing class.
This week's been fun. Tuesday Jordan and I stayed out till 2:30? ouch that's late. But it was quality. After spanish the next morning i went RIGHT back to sleep like nothing had happened! Then Jordan and I went to the MOA cafe YUM! It's good food on campus as well and I paid with my MEAL PLAN. Thank you momma. ha. anyways that night he came over and we burned CDS and then went to WAL*MART to get dart stuff and then to BETOS yum!! I hid from the kids cause i get them too wound up and then we ate betos and played darts and then Jordan took me home. yay for earliness. So i got back a lot of my stuff-- my DT blanket, pictures, a plate and cassorole dish, and more boxers. Oh plus jordan asked me to take care of his favorite shirt while he was on his miss cause his dad said he'd throw it away. this shirt he's had since liek 6th grade. Ha. it's cute. So when I got in that night I put on a pair of his boxers and his shirt and came into Jami's room and said "I'M JORDAN!" it was SO funny we took pictures. Yesterday i didn't see him but he called just to say hey while he was on his way to Jon's. It was cute.
Jordan said this whole spending less time together isn't working. it's ok. I don't know. Today I thought about how much time we had left and was excited. It'll be good. Everything will be ok.
Jordan come over so we can watch the Outsiders and fall asleep together until you wake me up and tell me it's time to go. yep.
YAY Jordo just called yay!
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Jordan emailed me last night while we were on the phone, Of cousre I didn't know that so I had a surprise when I woke up. And yeah, I'm getting tired of phone conversations. Since that's all we've had since Thursday night. The email kinda set me where I needed to be. It wasn't all his words either. He said things that made me realize we've both got to "focus on the task at hand" but we both reconginze it's not going to be easy and we'll still have feelings for each other. I'm feeling better. I feel different about him leaving. I feel like it's time.
I've thought of over 13 months worth of cute letters and things to send him while he's away. I'm excited for him to leave to send him all this stuff.
HE'S COMING TO PROVO TODAY!! i'm really excited cause I didn't know if he would even come to Provo land on friday so him coming today makes me happy=D
i gotta do my reading for New Testament so i'm out
probably edit this entry later
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Bigfatjeff: i thought you loved me you 2 timing..........
Auto response from Bigfatjeff: watching the Music Man and making something for jordan--cause what can i say, i love the guy!
ps why does it say Auto response FROM Bigfatjeff, i thought it was ME who was sending it so shouldn't it be FROM ME TO HIM? that is all
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In case you were wondering...I'm ok. I cry a lot. A LOT. Like at least once a day...Sunday was the worst but it's been getting better--I think. It's hard to say. How do you prepare yourself for your boyfriend to leave for 2 years? He goes to the Missionary Training Center on the 28th, 12 days. The Missionary Training Center is on my street. He lives just a few blocks from me. I've been talking about it more too which helps. It kinda feels like the inevitable, just hanging over my head. Like we're taking this from you...in a week and a half. Thank you. I almost wish it'd just happen. Also, I feel like I'm trying to push everything in to the time we have. We have to go out to these places to eat, and do these things and remember everything. It's almost a pressure to get it all in.
Thursday I woke up so tired and told myself I shouldn't hang out with Jordan that night because he'd probably be out late and I didn't want to stay out late. So I got in the shower and all of the sudden got all this anxiety! yuck I hate it. But I was feeling like I needed to hang out with him to get all the time in possible and that if I wasn't hanging out with him then I would be sorry after he left. So I felt like crap. I texted Jordan about it later and he said that maybe we shouldn't hang out then and nothing really got resolved. So after Chem Lab I went to do some Spanish Listening exercises and he texted me to call him. So I did and he was at my dorm =D yet!! I was so excited. He came and picked me up from Campus and we went and ate at the lovely Morris Center and had Waffles with Ice Cream and Syrup on top plus other stuff. After we finished eating we just sat and talked and it was nice. Then he had to leave but we were together for a while and that was "tender" as they say out here. At least we got done one of the things we wanted to before he leaves. While we were talking he bet me that I'd kiss Jeff. YUCK! No way. That'd grossE. I mean I like Jeff as a friend but I wouldn't kiss him. I can't wait to win that bet. I'm sure he'll say I really did kiss Jeff though cause he won't have any proof any way it goes down. But I will win!
School's been going ok. Today I finished up the last of my Chem HW and turned it in, did the Chem Lab and turned that in, finished the Spanish listening stuff and did pretty well in clogging. I even took notes in Chem (he gives us a print out of the power point slides so it's all there and you have to pay attention to take notes.
It's Sunshine's Birthday! yay! She's 19 today and her boyfriendish thing is coming down from BYU-Idaho...yes we have one of those. Plus a BYU-Hawaii. I would want to go there but the school isn't so hot and they don't offer the courses I need to graduate and it's expensive to fly out there and blah blah blah.
Adam's been talking to me weird lately. He must have picked up on me calling people "love" and he does it all the time now. Stuff he said to me last night just made me unsettled. =/ like he imed me and just said "love" and called me his love and asked what I was doing and I told him Chem but I could always talk to him and said that's why you're my love. He also called me his baby. Weird. He told me he loved me and I said you too and he said "too good to tell me you love me" so I told him. But I dunno it feels like his feelings are stronger than mine. I'm just thinking about Jordan ya know and he acts like me and him are together...I dunno it almost makes me uncomfortable. Oh well. Maybe he was drunk or high. It is a major possibility.
Called Jimmy (Jordan's friend from Florida who came to visit and is going on his mission in Feb) last night. We talked for a while. I like the guy. He has the most ridiculous laugh. It's great. I also talked to Ty and he wants to hang out. He's a cool kid, I'm scared about what is gonna happen to him though. Then Hellen called me earlier this week and Rachel came over last night. I felt all popular but in more of a superficial way (is there another way to feel popular?) But I dunno. I think Jimmy is a really genuine person and Ty's pretty cool but as much as I've hung out with Rach and Helen (we were gonna room together next year--we were that close ) I don't feel like I'll ever really know them. I like them a lot but they are superficial.
ha I just figured out my underwear are inside out. Jawesome.
Speaking of....Jordan gave me his pre-mission-you-can-keep-this-while-I’m-gone presents. I got his spoon bracelet (which I think he's letting me keep), his BYU Id card cause I love the picture, his TI 86 and his favorite boxers. yay. I was happy!
Ok well this entry is long enough. Don't worry about me, I'm happy and I will be ok. I promise...or you promise me or something like that
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