Pure Jaihem

Fri, 02 Jul 2004 17:33:05 GMT

Today is my birthday so I'll be 19 at exactly 7:41pm

this makes me happy, it should make you happy too

Sat, 17 Apr 2004 04:19:45 GMT

Jeffy....in my pants

Jeff wrote Jordan a letter about how he got in my pants...in Sarah's kitchen...and everyone watched...and we took pictures. We sent him this picture a few letters later.

fall 2004

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 22:05:34 GMT

CHEM 152 2.0 10:00a - 10:50a TTh W111 BNSN Intro Org Chem Kuchar, Marvin
NDFS 100 3.0 8:00a - 9:15a TTh 446 MARB Essentials of Human Nutrition Brown, Lora Beth
PDBIO 220 3.0 12:00p - 12:50p TTh 446 MARB Human Anatomy Stark, Michael Rober
TMA 102 3.0 1:00p - 2:50p T 2:30p - 3:50p Th VARTH WSC Introduction to Film Duncan, Dean W

This is a block class so I only have it the second half of the semester
NURS 180 1.0 3:00p - 4:50p M 323 MARB Preview of Nursing Mills, Debra Ann

Only Classes on Tuesday Thursday!!! (expect the one) Yay for registering before all of my friends =) Now I can get a job and work some decent hours!

MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED!!! After my Chem final (Saturday 7am-10am) We're going to a bridal fair. Very excited. Very very excited.

Best go study for my Spanish final.

my first picture entry--but will it work?

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 15:31:37 GMT

Erika, Me, Alex, and Caitie after a basketball game

Jon and Me in the lobby where we harrass people...or he does...

Old picture from this summer when we all went camping. There were 3 more people in the front---it was the funnest car ride ever (that's me and Sarah, I'm on Jordan, she's on Jeffy (middle seat) and Joey)

That's Jordan trying to figure out stuff on my computer a week before he left on his mission!

me on the phone with Jordan right after I woke up. Amy took this lovely butt shot, pretty cute huh?

random pictures yes.

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 03:08:31 GMT

Today was a good day!!!

Well some stupid stuff happened but I'm ignoring it.

I had a great religion class today and that's all I'm saying about it. It was wonderful.

Then off to Modern Dance. I love dance, can I say that again? It's wonderful. Sadly I only have one more day to dance and then no more for me. But hopefully I'll be getting into a program during the summer, or at least a workshop.

I understood a lot of chem in our bi weekly 2 hour study session and explained it to a lot of people. I got a little frustrated to find out my TA was wrong about something though because I understood it so well but oh well. Then after the 2 hour study session was our Recitation....boring. After that I helped Cliff with the last few homework problems and came home feeling good.

I read all of the 2nd act of La Dama del Alba for my Spanish class. I tried to finish de-virusing my computer but alas it hasn't found the virus that BYU says I have. Then I was getting ready to go but I saw I had 1 missed call and a voice mail. So I listened to it and it was my mommy. She said she found me a jobby poo!! She said a woman she knows from church needed a nanny for her 2 kids!! That's exactly what I wanted. So my group of friends (Jana, Alex and Erika) all go over to James's house and play a game with this big huge fabric circle and it was fun then we eat dinner and play cames. It was really fun. Before I played with the circle thing though the woman called and we talked and I got the job. She's SO nice, well at least on the phone. She sent me an email about the job too with pictures of her kids. She has a 2 year old little girl and a 5 year old little boy. I'm really excited to start this job. They're paying me 7.50 an hour and i work from 1:30-6:30 (or 5) M-F. I'm SO excited you wouldn't believe it! So I can still work at Fitness world in the kids room from 9-1 and then go home quickly eat a little lunchy and get over to the Palmer's to work. Holla!! I'm super excited

Now I'm home and stuffed from the good home made food at James's. oh yes. OH YEAH. Good day, very good good day.

hopefully I'll be able to sleep tonight i've been having trouble since day light savings. Who ever thought of it anyways?

edit: I forgot to mention (I don't know if I ever did actually) but tomorrow I'm going to go look at my apartment for next year. It is SO pretty. Plus my friends already live there. My good friend from the beginning of the year, Kenzie and then there's Marcella who is from Honurdas! AND a Pre-Nursing major. I have already seen the apartment and it's pretty they have a TV, Stereo, VCR, DVD and LOVE SAC!!! YES!!!! I'm so excited to move in!

edit times two : here is the link to RainTree's (my future apartment complex) homepage. Enjoy the beauty of it all

http://www.raintreeapt.com/index

Letter from Jordan, the first I've heard since Honduras

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 23:29:43 GMT

From: "carl schefer" scheferhonteg@myldsmail.net
To: scheferclan@juno.com
Date: Mon, 05 Apr 2004 20:14:36 +0000
Message-ID: 1081196076.aa5cdc00scheferhonteg@myldsmail.net

This will be the third attempt to write you on this program that doesn't
work nor is user friendly at all, but we have to use it. I have written
about 7 pages which have all been lost twice so I'm kinda frustrated
right now but I'll try to write with the happiness I had the first 2
times I tried this.
Well I'm here and I'm alive and I'm loving it. On the flight from
Miami I sat next to two men named Mario an Carlos Gomez. They were two of
the funniest people I have ever met. It was a fun flight. They live in NC
but are from Teg. They were baptized and have been inactive for 20 years.
I invited them to church.
We got to Teg. and spent the night in this nice hotel and then got up
and got our companions. Mine is named Elder Smith. He is a great guy and
an awsome missionary, but he is kinda serious, so he probablly thinks I'm
crazy because I'm so excited about everything here, and I'm always so
happy everything makes me laugh. It rained a couple of days ago and I
thought it was the greates thing in the world I was so excited he thought
I was nuts, just everything in Honduras is so cool cause its in Honduras.
I live in a suburb of Honduras called the Kennedyits, it's awesome. We
have eaten at pizza hut twice, its really cheap and it is a beautiful
area.
My apartment is about the size of my room in Florida. It is tiny and
because we live in the city we have running water in the morning so I get
to take a nice cold hose off everymorning.
The people here are so nice and everyone wants to hear our message
about christ. They even answer all the questions right. When we tell them
about the first vision and ask them who they think the personages were,
they know. When we ask them how the feel about having a prophet on the
earth today they think its great. When we ask them to read, they say no
they are happy with their church. They just don't get it. I wanna open up
their head to see if they have a brain in there.
The members are awesome. They are fun to chat and talk with. I always
try to joke and they laugh and say a whole bunch of stuff I don't
understand but they are so loving it's great.
Friday we had fish head soup. I thought I was going to die it was so
fishy and my fish had teeth and a lazy eye. It was scary I tasted the
head and then picked out the meat and fed it to the dog then I added a
ton of hot sauce and ate the fishy plantanes in the soup. Other than that
the food has been really good.
We watched conference in English in the high council room, the only room
with air conditioning. It was fabulous. Confrence has never gone by
faster in my life, on they way home I heard some one yell "Schefer,
Schefer is that you? I was amazed I turned around and it was Carlos and
Mario. They are staying only 2 streets from my house. I invited them to
come hear me talk next Sunday. They laughed and said they would be there,
I hope they come.
The airport is about the size of our house, it is tiny. The plane
weaves through the mountains then it slams on its brakes to land. Its
pretty scary but it was worth it.
Mom please forward this to the whole family and Jaime. I'm only allowed
to write family. I only get mail on Mondays. It take 2 weeks for things
to come or go. I got the letters sent through the pouch but nothing else
yet. I love you guys. I'll email you again next Monday, sorry the
spelling is bad spanish is making it worse and there is no spell check i
love you guys .
love elder schefer
i love this place
tell everyone to email me at this address: scheferhonteg@myldsmail.net

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 16:55:00 GMT

I haven’t written in here in FOREVER!!! Oh well it’ll all be ok.

I just had a super weekend. Although the weather was yucky---cold and wet---on Friday I still had a good one. I came home and started to clean my room and then was invited to play a game called Curses so I did and it was pretty darn fun. I came back upstairs and saw that I had 2 messages on my answering machine. I figured they were for Amy but I listened to them anyways. They were for me! It was Erik asking me to the Volleyball game. So I called him back and told him I would go. I got dressed and got ready to go and stuff. It’s fun to get ready for dates, at least that’s what I think. So I met him and Jeff and Ashley downstairs and then we went to get Landin (who forgot my name…) and his friends. Then off we walked to the game. The Cougars played well it was an intense match. We lost the first game but then won the last three. It was really fun though. After a while I got so tired and my head hurt but oh well. During the game Jon called me and we talked for just a minute (I didn’t want to be rude) . He wanted to hang out I felt bad but oh well. Afterwards Erik walked me home (Everyone else went to watch a movie). I was glad to go home. I called Jon back and we talked for 30 minutes. I hate when you’re having such a good conversation but you need to do something ( I.E. sleep!) that interrupts it. Anyways after that I went to sleeeeep!

Saturday I slept in! YAY! After sleeping in I got up and watched the taped OC and ate breakfast in Jana’s room. After that I went to Wal*Mart where Jana bought pink and orange tulips and ribbon and a card for Caitie’s baptism. Erika and Alex bought her a beta fish. It was pretty fun. We got back just in time for the baptism but when we got there I had to run back and get Caitie a towel because she forgot one. It was sprinkling and cold and I had to cross the busy street but I made it. The baptism was so nice. I’m so happy her family came. Afterwards I was so tired so I came home and took a nap. Then Jon called and woke me up and asked me to get a date cause he was going out with this girl and wanted to double with me. Alas he only allotted me an hour and a half to find this date. So yeah I called a bunch of friends and no one was home. So I ended up going with Jon’s brother Christopher. Christopher is like …24? Yeah and he’s just Christopher. But yeah we went putt putting and I got 3 holes in 1 yet I lost. Badly. I even got a hold in one on the last shot so I got a free pass to go again. Like I would want to do THAT! Just kidding it was fun. Then we played air hockey but I lost badly. Then we went to Johnny B’s which was fun. I love to see John, Jordan’s brother. Jon and I went up on stage to get hypnotized and that was eh…..pretty fun. Afterwards I talked to John some more and then we all left and went back to Jon’s to have ice cream and watch The Goonies. Jon and Christopher made ice cream cones which are so good home made. I didn’t get home till 2! After I got home I called Jon and we talked for a little bit about out plans for the next day.

So Sunday I wake up and try to take a shower and end up having to take one in cold water. That was NOT fun. Then Jon picked me up and we went to church. Church was ok. Jon told everyone I was his cousin but everyone who didn’t hear thought I was his girlfriend. I’m so very unaffectionate though. I think it’s funny. After Church we both wrote Jordan letters and then I took a little nap. Then we watched the end of the Kansas game and the beginning of the Duke game. Christopher and I made dinner while Jon slept. Yay steak! After dinner Jon and I went to Jordan’s parents house. It was a long drive but we finally got there. They fed us there after I gave them Jordan’s watch and some pictures of his I developed. Sister Schefer started crying so I started crying. During the prayer I started crying. It was pathetic! We finished eating and then Sister Schefer made cookies and we played 5 crowns when Erin (Jordan’s older sister) and her friend Angie came over. It was fun and I beat Jon! We left after that and I cried a lot on the way home. It’s sad but true. I came home and couldn’t sleep very well.

Work was hard to get up for this morning but there’s only 18 days left of work and only 26 days until I come HOME!!! I can’t wait to come home and get my own room. Who cares if I only have it for 2 months? I haven’t had my own room for 9 months! Right now Amy is asleep. I wish she would get up. But not get up and moan. I’m trying to have more patience with her but moaning is the worst thing ever. Ok that’s all for now

Wait---new user pics! check 'em out!

Brookie and the sadness

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 01:41:59 GMT

JaimeGirl85: hey smelly pants
JaimeGirl85: how were the missionaries
brookiecookie361: what up stinkapotamus?
brookiecookie361: um...okay i guess
brookiecookie361: i want elder peck back:-\
JaimeGirl85: you crazy
JaimeGirl85: jk maybe you like him
JaimeGirl85: i didn't know him very well
brookiecookie361: i used to dare me to do things
brookiecookie361: i got no dares
JaimeGirl85: aw
JaimeGirl85: like what
JaimeGirl85: ?
brookiecookie361: eating a spoonful of sour cream and eating an orange with a rind
JaimeGirl85: EW
JaimeGirl85: did you do it
brookiecookie361: yeah
brookiecookie361: i said "you double dare me?"
brookiecookie361: and did it
JaimeGirl85: SICK
JaimeGirl85: what did mom and dad say
JaimeGirl85: i can SEE the face they made and said "Brookie..."
brookiecookie361: they werent happy claro
JaimeGirl85: oh my gosh i love nutella
JaimeGirl85: sorry to change the subject but i'm having some and it's SO good
JaimeGirl85: and i miss jordan
JaimeGirl85: so much
brookiecookie361: hello ms. random, im brooke
brookiecookie361: cookie stinkapotamus franklin
JaimeGirl85: hahah

mood swing...
I miss Jordan and how much simplier my life was when he was in it. I miss how he used to kiss me out of the blue, or when I was pouting he'd hug me until I hugged him back. The little things. I miss not having to miss him.

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 18:13:06 GMT

First of all my sister = very funny
brookiecookie361: today there was something i burned and i threw it outside and a stinky old dog came and ate it and i saw it and ran out side and yelled "THATS NOT YOURS"
brookiecookie361: it was the stinky dog next door
brookiecookie361: BOO RADLY [in dog form]

So is Allie on Brookie's screen name
brookiecookie361: screw sunshine
brookiecookie361: she has a weird name
brookiecookie361: jaime is bettaaaa
brookiecookie361: muucchhh betttaahhhh

Let's see. well it's been a while since I've really written in here. This week was a bit crazy. A lot of studying for Chem and some for Spanish. Took both tests yesterday. I dunno how I did! Oh well at least they're over ya know.

I got a letter from Jordan on Saturday. The normal short little thing. It was cute though and nice to get something I'd never down getting a letter from Jordan. So on Monday I get another one! Total surprise. I had already written him and sent it by the time I got this one. But I was happy! He sent me another CTR ring but this time it was in Spanish so really it was a HLJ ring but anyways. The letter was NOT what I was expecting at all. It started out with "I wrote you earlier today but the letter sucked. So i'm wirting you again. I want to start saying what I feel in my letters instead of just writing crap" well that's good to hear ;) But the letter (2 pages) was all about how he missed me, what he missed about me, things we did together, just everything. After I read it I cried....for about 2 hours. It was tough man. I didn't know what to do. I talked to some people about it and later regretted it. I let Jana read it and she cried. I was glad I let her read it. She actually knows him and it was good to talk to her about it. Then on Tuesday I got ANOTHER letter from Jordan! My goodness! So this one was funny and more like him. He said his roommate calls me "Underappericated Jaime" and Jordan said "I'm the most loved missionary here and everyone knows it" ha.

I'm still having trouble sleeping. Lots of things wake me up---my phone, Amy coming in, people being loud on the floor/outside. Plus most mornings I wake up an hour before I have to. Sometimes I go back to sleep (this morning) some times I don't (yesterday). I go to bed at 11 some times earlier if I'm tired. I don't understand it. blah. I'm probably one of the few college students getting 8 hours of sleep regularly. Yet I feel like I'm being punished for trying. I never had sleep problems before. This summer I can't remember ever waking up in the middle of the night. This fall I can't either. Maybe a few times having trouble falling asleep but nothing really other than that. When I went home for Christmas I didn't. This is so weird. Maybe it has to do with stress.

Tomorrow Jordan will have been in the MTC for exactly one month. So I'm gonna get Brad to sneak him in some Beto's and Dr. Pepper. Yum! I'm such a good....missionary haver? Ex-girlfriend? Best Friend? BFFFFE? blah. Who cares. Jordan still calls me his girlfriend just to keep it simpler. Can't blame him.

Jimmy, Jordan's friend from home, went into the MTC on Wednesday. He called me on Thursday night and we talked which was fun. Then we emailed some. On Tuesday he was ON campus and called me but I didn't hear it so I didn't see him. Darn! Oh well he's going on his mission in Salt Lake so I might just have to go visit him. Yep.

ok well I think that's all for now yep

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 16:37:44 GMT

this is my second

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 16:35:40 GMT

this is my 1st new buddy icon

don't you love it

holla

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 17:01:59 GMT

mmm good entry, I can feel it coming.

Thursday--A fun but crazy day. I got a package from my family with candy, contacts (Thank Heaven), lots of Valentines and other odds and ends. Plus an "I am loved" pin in Spanish, which I really wanted to give Jordan for Valentines. So Brookie got it for me. What a sweetheart! That night me, Alex, and Emily went to my sister Jordan's house to bake cookies. Good idea---triple the recipe. Bad idea---making it all in one fatal swoop. That night I didn't stay up that late but it felt like it. I was way stressed.

Friday--I had a ton of stuff to do, studying and taking a test, doing a Chem lab, studying and taking a clogging test, finishing Jordan's package, making valentine's for everyone on the floor and going to the temple. I got it all done and was on the road to Cedar by 7 I think. It was an ok ride up, me and Erika watched Sweet Home Alabama, which was way cute. Then we got there and talked to my Aunt until 1 am. We're so weird.

Saturday--we got up around 9 and went to Wal*Mart and the Catholic Thrift store. Me in my lovely christmas pj's. Holler at ME! I didn't get anything but that was fine with me. Erika found some cool stuff so I was happy for her. Then we went back to Aunt Jennifer's house and changed for SNOWBOARDING!! We got there about 4 I think and got our lift tickets---for $10. NICE! Night Skiing---the cheap way to go. So everyone but me and to rent their stuff and it was boring for a while but then we got to go. it was great. I did SO much better this time. Oh my garsh. It was so much better. Erika started out ok but then she had trouble stopping. I dunno what else to tell her but LEAN BACK!! So I was snowploughing all slow and I passed her cause she kept falling. So I got to the bottom and she wasn't 100 yards from me but she wouldn't get up. I kept yelling at her and she told me that she needed and minute and I should check her eyes when we got back. So she finally came down and she wanted to practice by herself at the bottom so I went again. Then I saw her at the bottom and she waved me off so I went one more time. Some guy asked me to go on the ski lift with him but he didn't scoot enough so I couldn't get on. It was a weird experience but I didn't get hurt. I was a little tired and I didn't see her anywhere so I went to go look for her. But I couldn't find her at all inside. I went out and ran into Chris and Jordan. They came in to warm up and I sat with them then we looked for Erika all over more. Finally I decided to go down the run againt to look at see if she was there. She wasn't, but I got down the whole run without falling! But at the bottom I ran into Chris and Jordan again and they hadn't seen her but I looked on the Marker board by the lift and saw my name. I made Jordan get closer and read it cause it's easier for her and she goes "Jaime meet Erika in the Medical room" oh my gosh I was never more scared. I unclipped, grabbed my board and booked it. I ran into the Ski Patrol but that wasn't the right room so I came out and she was in the hallway. I yelled her name and hugged her and she asked where I had been and I said "Looking for you!" She told me when she fell she got a concussion!!! great! I killed her!! So the medical people wanted to talk to me and gave me a long list of things I had to look for and do for her. Watch her eyes, wake her up in the middle of the night, don't let her eat any food for 12 hours. Geez! So I ran and got Jordan and Chris and we went home. Layed around and talked that night. Went to bed at 10:30. Expect people kept texting me. Thank you for texting me before 8 in the morning. Thank you very much. Ugh I should just turn off my phone but I couldn't, I had to keep my alarm on to wake up Erika. But she was fine so back to sleep.

Sunday--We went to church and a cute RM spoke but he kinda proved his intelligence level wasn't really up there. Sunday school was the longest lesson of my life, the whole time I thought about Jordan. After Sunday School I ran out and called Amy and she told me that JORDAN SENT ME A PACKAGE!!!!! I was SO excited. SO excited oh my gosh. Totally freakin out. So then Relief Society was somewhat better and we went home. Erika and the Kids and I watched Saturday's Warrior and then ate a real home cooked dinner YAY!~!! it was good. Then we finished our movie. Next Aunt Jennifer taught me how to Croquet. Holla. I'm working on a hat for Jordan. Then we can have matching ones. Nice. We talked with my uncle and talked about Jordan and stuff. My uncle thought I was only dating for looks and a good sense of humor. My aunt totally stood up for me and said that was a shallow way to view it and so my uncle asked me what I was looking for and stuff and then he asked what my favorite thing to do with Jordan was. I told him it was when we were with his family, when we were with his nieces and nephews and when we were with his brothers and sister and parents. I loved to see them interact and how much they loved each other. It was so amazing. Then we talked about peeing our pants (aunt Jennifer brought it up) so I didn't seem like the cool kid any more. Went to bed, but called Adam first. The kid got a tattoo.

Monday--got up and went to DI, Greenbacks, Lin's, Robert's and Wal*Mart. I got a skirt at DI, some storage bins at Greenbacks, and Croqueting stuff at Wal*Mart. Holla. Came home and watched a movie and packed and stuff. Finally we left around 6:45. we were SO packed in Jordan's car. We had all of our luggage (Chris brought the most and he's a boy!!), my snowboard and boots, all the storage bins I brought, and the Cat Jordan got and all it's stuff (litter box, food, carrier) We were STUFFED!!!! It was a long trip but we got home around 9:10. YAY So I had so much stuff to bring in i couldn't get it all and just kicked most of my stuff out of the elevator and the left it there and ran into my room to get my package. It was the best. It was addressed to "Jaime mi amor" how cute! so I opened it and inside was the pictures of preference, and some other fun ones of his room and one of him rock climbing. He wrote on the back of them and it was cute. I started crying. There was also a Valentine heart that said "Te amo por que eres como eres" and a candy heart that said "miss you" The best part was the tape. It was 30 minutes long and I listened to the whole thing. And boy did I cry. It was really nice though. I felt so loved! Even the stamps were candy hearts that said "I <3 you" so cute. SO cute. Plus I got Nutella from Amy and the Honduras flag. Aw it was great. Hopefully Jordan liked the package I sent him as much as I liked his. Brad called him out of class to give it to him. HOLLA! that's the coolest. I have to talk to Brad today and see how excited he was. I'm sure everyone was jealous!! haha everyone talked to me on the tape too which was funny. They all pretended to be Jordan and would go "hey baby I misssss you" ha it was great. I didn't do my homework so I'm going do to it right now! I'm outta here

ps I’m so not sore from snowboarding. in yo' face!

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 01:06:17 GMT

Today was a weird day. I woke up really tired which was odd. I went to bed 15 minutes later than I usually do. I didn't wake up in the night. It was weird. So I just reset my cell phone alarm and went back to sleep. Then off to Spanish-no shower for me. I came home and thought about showering and eating breakfast later than usual and studying instead I ate and studied. Still no shower. Studying was tough. I started to really miss Jordan. Usually I'm pretty good but today was different. 2 weeks today though, that's pretty good only 23.5 months left. yep...I went to clogging early and got SO tired and SO sweaty and gross. I like to sweat because it means I'm really working ya know but I don't like it cause it's all wet and gross and I have to go to Chem right afterwards. Chem was weird. I wanted to talk to Adam. I don't know why because the past few times we've talked we really haven't had anything to say to one another. I mean beyond small talk we're not invovled enough in each other's lives and it's hard to get invovled, especially with Adam. Anyways I texted Adam and before class I even imed him and asked him to call me sometime. Maybe he has I haven't had my phone close by recently.So I was hanging out in my room after Chemistry and Sunshine came in and said that Jami was on the phone for me so I picked up and she said "come downstairs" and I'm like "Why?" and she tells me to just come downstairs so down I went. I was excited/nervous but it was JON! Yay! Jon as in Jordan's best friend from home! I was so happy to see him. We hung out for an hour and talked while he tried to pick up girls in the lobby. He had lacrosse practice though so we couldn't hang out longer. It was really fun though. He totally cheered me up and got me out of the crazy mood I was in! He's so fun. Yay Jon! haha I'm so much better guys. Yes I am. Plus we're gonna hang out more which is way jawsome (bringin it back guys!) mmmm well gonna go eat and then watch American Idol and the OC and then work out and then go to bed---but I SHOULD study sometime blah (as I was typing study I wrote STUPID instead...nice)

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 05:21:59 GMT

Well I feel the need to update. Thank you for all of your nice comments. You know who you are!

It took a week before I cried. But it wasn't that bad really. I didn't cry as much as I thought I would. Jana helped me she's SO nice. She thought of a lot of stuff to help me. We went and exercised. Yay! So that was wednesday, and I did it Thursday and Today. Plus my dance classes yay go me! haha.

I miss him a lot. My best friend. I've gotten 3 letters already though! That's pretty good. He sounds like he's having fun. The 2nd letter sounded like he was having a tough time with spanish but he'll be ok. His 3rd letter seemed much better. He's too cute.

I've made GREAT new friends who've helped me SO much it's amazing. Jami was annoying me but it's not so bad any more. I just need to have more patience. Esp. since we're living together next term.

We're up to 24 we might make it 25 tonight if I'm lucky. Word.

This morning Amy was suppossed to go to Yoga at 7 and then we'd go to the temple at 8 but she didn't come home last night which isn't like her. So I thought she was just in Erin's room. I passed her friend Jennie in the hall and she said that Amy didn't come home to the building last night so i got a little worried but not TOO worried. Erin came by to see where she was but she still wasn't here finally she came home at like 11. She slept over somewhere after a birthday party. I was glad she was ok =)

mm k I'm out this entry's weird but thats ok

ps I haven't worn make up at all this week. Holler at a player by JIM CROW

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 20:11:02 GMT

Jordan goes reports to the MTC right now. At 1:00 Wednesday January 28th, 2004. That's it. For 2 years that's it. He didn't call last night after he was set apart, which is ok. The last words we said were "ok see ya". ha. I haven't cried today...yet. Which is good for me. Really good and surprising. Seeing how long I can keep it up. I even let my self look at my screen saver slide show of all of the pictures of us. I Stapled my ski lift pass to my bulletin board too. I haven't worn make up for 2 days. It's kinda nice. You can rub your eye with out fear...and cry. I showed what I wrote last night in here to Jana and Jami. First Jami wrote read it and then read it outloud to Sunshine. Jami cried. Jana came in after I was asleep and kissed my head and told me good night. I'm trying to be strong and I know it's ok to cry but I've got to keep living my life.

Today I got a lot done. I only have 8 questions left on my Chem study guide and I finished reading the Spanish poems and wrote one of my own. It's not so great, but oh well what to do? They gave us a format. Other wise I'd try harder to express what I really feel.

Yesterday I asked my mom if someone would come visit me. She said "your period" thank you mother...and how true you are.

I'm still so sore from snowboarding it's hard to get in my tall bed when my knees hurt or put on my coat.

I sent Jordan his first letter yesterday so it will get to him today. First day and first letter. Hope he likes it. =)

Welp that's all. I'm trying I'm trying.

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 15:36:19 GMT

YAY FOR FREE TICKETS TO GO SNOWBOARDING!!

oh my gosh i'm excited. I have free tickets, I'll probably get to use Sunshine's board to go so it won't cost me a CENT!! holla holla holla! plus John and Jenny bought all of us doughnuts and milk for breakfast.

So yeah I'm up on a Saturday at 8:30 trying to decide what to do with my life. Well I mean this day. I need to go to the temple. I need to go back to bed (2am-6:30am isn't enough sleep) and I need to finish my Chem so I can go on Monday. Oh yeah and my Spanish paper. Hm maybe I should call Crystal and see if she will turn my Spanish stuff in for me on Monday. I also told Jordan I would help him pack his room up and he invited me to go shooting. I might go.

I'm so excited to go snowboarding but um...I've never even been skiing. Ever in my life. So it'll be fun. Jordan'll help me. But I have to be willing to try which I am I totally will.

Well I think I'm gonna get dressed and go to the temple. Late.

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 07:01:47 GMT

yep so yep. I'm kinda tired.

Last night Amy's friend stayed over so I slept in Jana's room. I was out by 11:15. Jordan texted me at 12:20 to tell me he couldn't sleep. Jeffy called me from Cali to tell me his band was gonna play with Static Lullaby. That's the coolest...expect it was 12:30 and i had been asleep for more than an hour and I didn't want to wake Jana. I didn't which was good. I was so tired when I woke up though.

Tonight Jordan and I went to the Sky Room. The nicest (on campus) resturant. It was a 22.95 a person buffet. It was SOOOO GOOOOOOD! and I paid =) with my MEAL PLAN!! oh my gosh it was the best. So they had the best salad and dressing, different types of limonade including limeade, rasberry limonade, and strawberry (we had all the kinds and the rasberry was the best), fruits, and MEAT!! then for dessert we had the CHOCOLATE FONDUE FOUNTAIN. YUM! I had everything on the table: bananas, pears, grapes, pineapple, pretzels, cookies and STRAWBERRIES. the only thing i didn't get was a marshmallow cause I'm not the biggest fan. but oh my gosh it was SO GOOD. hah so you're suppossed to hold your plate VERY close to the fountain so you don't drizzle on the table and Jordan was dipping banana slices with the tongs and I held my plate to get it...but I held it too close to the fountain and started to fondue my plate ahah oops! The meal was so good. It's fun to go somewhere nice every once ina while and I like paying..with my MEAL PLAN in your face um world.

Afterwards I babysat for 2 hours and made $5 but I didn't really want the money. Oh well it takes care of the tip I left. Then i came home and went to the dance with Jami. It was ok. I'm waiting, crest white stips in mouth, for Jordan to get off of work so we can watch a movie. Just like the good old days Tomorrow we're getting up early and getting free tix to go snowboarding!! yay i'm skipping school monday! holla my first time skipping a whole day of college and don't say anything I hate missing class.

This week's been fun. Tuesday Jordan and I stayed out till 2:30? ouch that's late. But it was quality. After spanish the next morning i went RIGHT back to sleep like nothing had happened! Then Jordan and I went to the MOA cafe YUM! It's good food on campus as well and I paid with my MEAL PLAN. Thank you momma. ha. anyways that night he came over and we burned CDS and then went to WAL*MART to get dart stuff and then to BETOS yum!! I hid from the kids cause i get them too wound up and then we ate betos and played darts and then Jordan took me home. yay for earliness. So i got back a lot of my stuff-- my DT blanket, pictures, a plate and cassorole dish, and more boxers. Oh plus jordan asked me to take care of his favorite shirt while he was on his miss cause his dad said he'd throw it away. this shirt he's had since liek 6th grade. Ha. it's cute. So when I got in that night I put on a pair of his boxers and his shirt and came into Jami's room and said "I'M JORDAN!" it was SO funny we took pictures. Yesterday i didn't see him but he called just to say hey while he was on his way to Jon's. It was cute.

Jordan said this whole spending less time together isn't working. it's ok. I don't know. Today I thought about how much time we had left and was excited. It'll be good. Everything will be ok.

Jordan come over so we can watch the Outsiders and fall asleep together until you wake me up and tell me it's time to go. yep.

YAY Jordo just called yay!

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 20:34:54 GMT

Jordan emailed me last night while we were on the phone, Of cousre I didn't know that so I had a surprise when I woke up. And yeah, I'm getting tired of phone conversations. Since that's all we've had since Thursday night. The email kinda set me where I needed to be. It wasn't all his words either. He said things that made me realize we've both got to "focus on the task at hand" but we both reconginze it's not going to be easy and we'll still have feelings for each other. I'm feeling better. I feel different about him leaving. I feel like it's time.

I've thought of over 13 months worth of cute letters and things to send him while he's away. I'm excited for him to leave to send him all this stuff.

HE'S COMING TO PROVO TODAY!! i'm really excited cause I didn't know if he would even come to Provo land on friday so him coming today makes me happy=D

i gotta do my reading for New Testament so i'm out

probably edit this entry later

jeff is the coolest

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 16:37:48 GMT

Bigfatjeff: i thought you loved me you 2 timing..........

Auto response from Bigfatjeff: watching the Music Man and making something for jordan--cause what can i say, i love the guy!

ps why does it say Auto response FROM Bigfatjeff, i thought it was ME who was sending it so shouldn't it be FROM ME TO HIM? that is all

Dream in Japanese, Dream in Japanese

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 00:29:50 GMT

In case you were wondering...I'm ok. I cry a lot. A LOT. Like at least once a day...Sunday was the worst but it's been getting better--I think. It's hard to say. How do you prepare yourself for your boyfriend to leave for 2 years? He goes to the Missionary Training Center on the 28th, 12 days. The Missionary Training Center is on my street. He lives just a few blocks from me. I've been talking about it more too which helps. It kinda feels like the inevitable, just hanging over my head. Like we're taking this from you...in a week and a half. Thank you. I almost wish it'd just happen. Also, I feel like I'm trying to push everything in to the time we have. We have to go out to these places to eat, and do these things and remember everything. It's almost a pressure to get it all in.

Thursday I woke up so tired and told myself I shouldn't hang out with Jordan that night because he'd probably be out late and I didn't want to stay out late. So I got in the shower and all of the sudden got all this anxiety! yuck I hate it. But I was feeling like I needed to hang out with him to get all the time in possible and that if I wasn't hanging out with him then I would be sorry after he left. So I felt like crap. I texted Jordan about it later and he said that maybe we shouldn't hang out then and nothing really got resolved. So after Chem Lab I went to do some Spanish Listening exercises and he texted me to call him. So I did and he was at my dorm =D yet!! I was so excited. He came and picked me up from Campus and we went and ate at the lovely Morris Center and had Waffles with Ice Cream and Syrup on top plus other stuff. After we finished eating we just sat and talked and it was nice. Then he had to leave but we were together for a while and that was "tender" as they say out here. At least we got done one of the things we wanted to before he leaves. While we were talking he bet me that I'd kiss Jeff. YUCK! No way. That'd grossE. I mean I like Jeff as a friend but I wouldn't kiss him. I can't wait to win that bet. I'm sure he'll say I really did kiss Jeff though cause he won't have any proof any way it goes down. But I will win!

School's been going ok. Today I finished up the last of my Chem HW and turned it in, did the Chem Lab and turned that in, finished the Spanish listening stuff and did pretty well in clogging. I even took notes in Chem (he gives us a print out of the power point slides so it's all there and you have to pay attention to take notes.

It's Sunshine's Birthday! yay! She's 19 today and her boyfriendish thing is coming down from BYU-Idaho...yes we have one of those. Plus a BYU-Hawaii. I would want to go there but the school isn't so hot and they don't offer the courses I need to graduate and it's expensive to fly out there and blah blah blah.

Adam's been talking to me weird lately. He must have picked up on me calling people "love" and he does it all the time now. Stuff he said to me last night just made me unsettled. =/ like he imed me and just said "love" and called me his love and asked what I was doing and I told him Chem but I could always talk to him and said that's why you're my love. He also called me his baby. Weird. He told me he loved me and I said you too and he said "too good to tell me you love me" so I told him. But I dunno it feels like his feelings are stronger than mine. I'm just thinking about Jordan ya know and he acts like me and him are together...I dunno it almost makes me uncomfortable. Oh well. Maybe he was drunk or high. It is a major possibility.

Called Jimmy (Jordan's friend from Florida who came to visit and is going on his mission in Feb) last night. We talked for a while. I like the guy. He has the most ridiculous laugh. It's great. I also talked to Ty and he wants to hang out. He's a cool kid, I'm scared about what is gonna happen to him though. Then Hellen called me earlier this week and Rachel came over last night. I felt all popular but in more of a superficial way (is there another way to feel popular?) But I dunno. I think Jimmy is a really genuine person and Ty's pretty cool but as much as I've hung out with Rach and Helen (we were gonna room together next year--we were that ~~close~~ ) I don't feel like I'll ever really know them. I like them a lot but they are superficial.

ha I just figured out my underwear are inside out. Jawesome.

Speaking of....Jordan gave me his pre-mission-you-can-keep-this-while-I’m-gone presents. I got his spoon bracelet (which I think he's letting me keep), his BYU Id card cause I love the picture, his TI 86 and his favorite boxers. yay. I was happy!

Ok well this entry is long enough. Don't worry about me, I'm happy and I will be ok. I promise...or you promise me or something like that

you're just jealous because we're young and in love

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 04:02:30 GMT

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever(cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer stands forever)
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)

you're just jealous cause we're young and in love

yep and uh yep

Wed, 07 Jan 2004 17:18:17 GMT

Well let's start with Saturday, shall we?

I worked my last 4 hours at Fitness World. That was fun. Afterwards Jasmine and I drove to the pig picking (well first we got lost a lot but that always happens with me) I don't care because I got there and there was no line for food! holler! So I got my BBQ pork, potatos, green beans and a roll. Yum! It was so good I had seconds of pork. We talked to people and then left. I got home and felt car sick cause I had just been in the car way too much that day but then my mom, Jordan, Jasmine and I went to Big Lots to get those Space Bags and then we dropped Jordan off to get her hair cut and went home. Brookie, Allie, and I then left to pick up Nicky and Craig. Oh my gosh it took about an hour and half to get there and an hour back! It was sucha pain due to traffic. We get back and I have to pack some and then I leave to hang out with Joe Black in Raleighwood. It was fun! We played pool, went to Starbucks and got hot chocolate and brownies, and skateboarded. At Starbucks he told me he'd give me a dollar to eat a huge bite of brownie so I did and I got the dollar. We had a lot of fun just talking. I left to go home and thought I lost my purse! So I pulled over and searched my car and couldn't find it. I assumed I left it in Joe Black's car and was upset. So about 3 minutes later, I reached over and checked in between the passenger seat and door and there was my purse! I just about freaked out! I called my mom and told her I'd be late. So I get home and finish packing. NEWS FLASH those space bags do NOT work!!

Sunday I woke up and went to church. It was good. I saw some people I hadn't, like Amy Hicks and that was nice. After church we all went home and watched Mulan. Then Ame, Kendall, and Emily came over! YAY! I was so glad they did. I feel bad I didn't hang out with people but I didn't have a license for half the break, the other half I worked a ton or I was with family pretty much the whole time. Plus if you didn't call me...we didn't hang out . I feel bad but it'll make summer even better this way cause we'll be SO excited to see each other and I'll have a ton more time to hang out and do funner stuff and it'll be warm---I feel the beach calling my name! Anyways Ame gave me a present and it was SO cool. A collage of pictures and I loved it! It's up in my dorm room right now! They had to leave after a while but we took pictures so capture Ame's hair do haha! I went to my grandparents house and ate then went to sleep. Yay for naps. Brookie and I slept on the couch together, a litte cramped. Oh well. We left and I said good bye to everyone there. We got back home and I stuffed the last things into my already over stuffed suit cases. Then it was off to the airport. Then off to the 5 hour 30 minute flight we went. It was a nice flight, only 20 people were on it! So everyone who wanted it got their own row of seats. I read SkyMall and then tried to sleep. All I really did was lay there and think. Finally I had to pee so bad and it was only an hour and half into our flight so I had to go on the airplane...sick as mess. Oh well I felt better and then finally went to sleep for a little bit until the Captian put the seatbelt sign on and I was pissed but finally decided to put my seatbelt on and still lay down. I fell asleep again and then we landed in LA$ VEGA$ sin city baby. It was boring. My sister wasn't feeling well, she felt the same way I did the other night when I thought for sure I was gonna pukle. But I didn't and she didn't so we're happy about it. Our flight to SLC was delayed because our crew was late...right well our crew consisted of 1 person because were on the littlest plane ever! We didn't even get to go out on the gate, we had to go out to the runway thing! It was weird. Oh well. Our "Crew" was funny and then I went to sleep for the hour plane. We got into SLC about 3:40. Josh picked us up and we got to Provo at 5 in the morning!! I got in and turned on my computer to get my schedule then I went to bed!

OOPS almost forgot to mention at the airport I saw MASTA P!!! or is it Master? I dunno anyways he was there and I was freaking out but everyone was getting pictures and I had a camera, but I didn't want to bug him plus I'm not that big of a fan so I didn't ask for a picture. He seemed like a cool guy though, layed back. He was nice to the people that got a picture and he went and played slots. Then off he went to LA. Good bye Masta(er) P

Monday I got up at 7:15 and went to Spanish 201 Accelerated. It seemed dificul but oh well. I came home, showered, skipped the classes I didn't think I would take and unpacked, set up my Scanner/Printer/Copier, and sorted out where all the stuff Shayne gave me would go. I went to lunch with Sunshine and Jami and was pretty quiet, prolly cause Jami was trying to set Brock up with Sunshine. Oh well. I ran back to my house really quick and changed then picked up 2 packages!! They were 2 pairs of panties from the panty exchange! holler! I got a pair from Colby and 1 from Maggie. It was cool! It's already payed for my 1 pair I sent out plus one. So I went to Stat and was like screw this, then off to clogging. It was good. I hurried home so I could change and go to Jordan's party. So I tried on SO many things and finally I put together a really cute outfit that I never would have thought of before. Red long sleeve shirt, black pants, New Vans, and red and black plaid purse with my new jacket. Then I played with my hair forever and finally pinned it back and straightened it. Jordan came to get me just as I was talking to my mom and I got in a little trouble for paying tuition cause my mom hadn't put the money in my account yet and she got mad. I got bad anxiety. Then I got in the car and sat next to Jordan and we talked and watched Sleeping Beauty and held hands hehe it was cute. We got to his parents house and he touched me more than he usually does. Plus he introduced me to his 2 brothers I hadn't met yet, and their wives and kids. I liked everyone and I think they liked me too which was nice. We had wings and they were so good. I held babies a lot too while people cooked. After wings people came over for a party and I didn't know anyone. people kept thinking I was Jordan's older sister, Erin. Nope...that's not me. I'm not a part of the family...So yeah it was fun to be there but at the same time I was a little out of place---which is why Jordan and I both couldn't decide whether or not I should go but finally he told me I should so he could see me. So after that Jordan stayed in Farmington cause he's getting his wisdom teeth out today and I left with John and Jen. So I slept most of the way back and arrived at T Hall about 11. I came in and got ready for bed and went right to sleep.

Tuesday I woke up and went to Spanish and we had our real teacher and it was SO much better. I don't feel as scared about it! yay! So I felt pretty good then I had an hour until my next class so I called my daddy and he said that Mom was mad but she'll get over it. I did email her the night before and explained. So anyways after that I went to class and a boy named Sam sat next to me and got up and got me a hand out I didn't get as I came in, he asked me if he could. How cute. He's nice. After that I was done with classes. So I came home and took a nap and I just didn't feel hungry so I didn't eat until 2 when I still wasn't hungry but I ate a bagel, fruit, and peanut butter crackers. I came in and told Amy "Good news i'm not pregnant" She didnt' laugh or anything (maybe cause she had just woken up but still) I went on to explain there was no way I could be pregnant and she understood. Yeah we're cool roommates. Anyways I drew something for Jordan, a comic about his teeth and scanned it and emailed it to him. It's cute. Then I went over to Jana's and we went to the bookstore and I got my Spanish books and my Clogging Syllabus. Came home and Jordan had called. I called him back but he didn't pick up then he called me and said "I'm in Provo" and I was SO happy and amazed and I asked "Why?" and he said "To see you of course" How cute! So he came with Jon and picked me up and we went and got Jamba Juice and walked around and played pool but everyone was having a bad game and then Jordan had to leave. It was SO nice to see him, it totally completed the already good day I was having. After that I came upstairs and got in pjs! yay! I straightened up my room and did some homework. I read my New Testament assignment then went and talked to Sunshine and Jami. Sunshine is so nice! I like her alot. So we went to the creamery to get some stuff and then came home and I called Jordan and talked to him for a little bit and then called my sister and Sarah to see how they were doing. I got in bed at 11 but was too hot so i changed into shorts and texted Joe Black to get me tired and it worked. I went to sleep after that!

Today I woke up and went to Spanish. I like it cause Chronic is in there with me! We played a game today and everytime he called on me I got it right! yay! Then I went to breakfast and had an English Muffin and apples and 2 glasses of milk! Now I'm here and I should get to practicing my Spanish and make my bed and read some scriptures. Tonight we have a pizza party for the new people! yes!

I have a good feeling about this semester.

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 19:06:20 GMT

this week i've worked 17 hours already and tomorrow i've got 4 hours more tomorrow. Plus the 8 i worked last week is 29 total! holla at 7 dolla an hour! plus my boss said she's gonna work on getting me a raise for summa'!

yeah this week..

so new years I went out and got a pretty dress with suzie, got ready, picked up my cousin and Wendy's. Danny, Chris, Charles, Sarah, my sister, Suzie and I all ate at Suzie's house. Then Danny, Chris, Suzie and I all went to Raleigh so theYSA mormon dance...expect we got there and it was all little kids so we were like what!? My sister called and told me it was really in Cary so off we went. We got there and it was pretty fun. We danced and talked and I saw tons of people (some i didn't want to see..) me and Joe Black are gonna hang out saturday! yay! fun! Midnight was blah...two guys kissed me on the check but no Jordan aw aren't I a poor baby

Checked my grades last night and I was VERY happy! I got a pretty decent GPA for me at least. anyways keep working

this entry. SUCKS

December 14th, 2003

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 18:07:53 GMT

well so FINALLY what you've all been waiting for, The Most Memorable Night at BYU!

Watch out for all the Crazzzzy J names!

So it started before that night, Jordan called and wanted Jami's boyfriend (Jason)'s number. I thought that was pretty weird. I asked Jami about it and she thought it must be a surprise for me! I asked Jordan why he asked for Jason's number and he said that he was helping Jason with a surprise for Jami. I let Jami keep believing it was a surprise for me cause that's the cool thing to do, it would make her more surprised. So both of us thought the surprise was for the other girl. After church we waited, together, in the lobby. It took FOREVER and we were so antsy! We were playing all those hand clapping games cause I was SO anxious. We were still playing when I saw Jordan and Jason outside.

Jordan came in and put the pillow case over my head right after I saw Jason do the same to Jami! Jordan hand cuffed me with zip ties behind my back (kinda kinky huh? =P ) then they lead us, without saying a word, roughly to his car. They tried to knock our heads together so I kicked Jason. First they picked up Jami and shoved her in the car. Then Jordan picked me up and put me in the car a little more nicely but i had to lay on my hands OUCH! Jami got her hands in front so she could reach around and take a picture of us. Well Jordan drove us around and we were complaining. They had the back seat down so they could watch us. They turned up the music when we got too loud.

We got to our final destination, Rock Canyon Park. But I didn't know where we were. So they take us out of the car, and put keys in my sweater pocket and scissors in Jami's. Then they drive off in a different car they had left there earlier. Jami and I both saw them driving off after we bent over and let our pillowcases fall off. We were in shock! Jami cut me free and I cut her free. We got in Jordan's car, the whole time saying "Oh my gosh! what's going on!!" stuff like that. On the driver's seat was a Note and Tape Player. The note said "PRESS PLAY" so we did (after screaming hehe) It was Jordan on the tape telling us to turn the car on .

The tape ended up being 45 minute long directions and commentary and singing from Jordan. He told us to drive up into someone's drive way and get out of the car but then he said "GET BACK IN THE CAR!! the people inside are going to wonder what you're doing!" haha so we got back in the car. Then we drove all over Provo!! We turned down toward the railroad tracks but then we had to do a Uee. Then we were right by Jordan's house so I thought that's where we were going there so I turned the wrong way, and then I did another Uee in the middle of the road (I'm turning into a Utah driver!) so I was going the other way and tried to merge and I'm getting in the other lane and there was a Hummer behind me!! I totally freaked, SCREAMED, and sped up.

Another little thing they did was call Jordan's cell phone that was in the car. First John called but I didn't know it was John, and he pretended not to be him. I thought it was Jordan and was confused. Oh well. So then Jimmy called but it really was Alan and so I totally thought he was in on the whole thing but he wasn't. Finally Jordan called and somehow connected us to the Johnny B's answering service as a little clue and to kinda check on us.

So we finally arrive at Johnny B's Comedy Club, 45 minutes after being kidnapped. We were SO excited and nervous. Jami and I went in and it was all dark. The first thing we heard was nice Christmas music. We turned the corner to go into the main big room and there they were standing in front of the stage in their suits, hands behind their backs. On the stage was a beautiful candle lite dinner, the table is set with China and beautiful goblets. Jami was so excited she would start to go in, but turned back 2 times. I finally got her to go in. I went up and hugged Jordan and he said "Merry Christmas Jaime" I could have died hehe

I was SO happy and excited and felt so loved!! We ate our salad, and drank Martinaley's and bread. Then the boys left and got us our main course. This pasta Jordan had made and Jason had helped with it was SO good! Everything about it was perfect. No one has ever done something so nice, and thoughtful and caring for me. It was an amazing night. For dessert we had Smoothies and it was just so fun. They didn't even let us help clean up! We danced in the big room. It was all perfect!!

After that we went home and played darts and it was so fun! (this wasn't planned) then we played Apples to Apples and went home. I went back to Jordan's and gave presents to John and Jen and the kids. We watched Pirates with John and Jen. Then I went home and listened to the tape again with Jami. I layed in Lindsay's bed and cried because it was so great and it was over.

Well that's the end. It was so, indescribable. I loved every minute of it!

Christmas Entry

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 02:57:47 GMT

welp Christmas was good! My mom called it "a Sweet Christmas" this year and I agree.

The thought put into gifts this year is what made it so great. I'm pretty sure everyone liked their gift! This is what I gave:
Mom- Quilting book
Dad- Picture Frame with all that "Dad" writing across it
Jordan- Belt and Little Mermaid Picture Frame
Brookie- Gap Capri's and Cute White Sox Shirt
Jasmine- Pink Shirt and Jeans
Grandma- Snowman Platter
Paw Paw- A movie Hardy and Laurel I think?
Aunt Janet- A pretty green Vase
Uncle Paul- An NSync bobble head, I don't think I've ever given him anything but a gag gift in my whole life he's just that kinda guy
Carl Jordan Schefer- a Fondue pot, scrub pants, and the video. Plus I went shopping with him for snowboarding boots but we didn't find any. He got $ from his mom and sister to get boots so I don't think I'll be getting him any which is fine with both of us.
Jami, Lindsay, Courtney, Erin, Carolyn, Jennie and Shayne- Twice Hand dipped (by me!) white and milk mint chocolate pretezels, and red and green candy bags.

Ho Ho came and brought me a Scanner/Printer/Copier

Mom and Dad gave me 3 shirts, 1 sweater, a dust buster (like I asked for), Squence, a digital camera, a pretty coat!, dance pants, pink scarf, pjs, Save the Last Dance, and MY QUILT! it's soooo pretty. I designed it and my mommy made it. It was a total surprise she had finished!

My sisters got me a night light I wanted, a pretty pink sweater from Old Navy, a bracelet that says "big sis" and blue t shirt.

My Grandma and Paw Paw got me 3 more sweaters, bracelets, a sewing kit, Catch Me if You Can on DVD, and The Outsiders, my favoite book.

My Aunt and Uncle gave me Hoop earrings and The Music Man on DVD

My other Aunt gave me a present but we don't know where it is! My sister brought it from Utah and we can't find it. It might be in Utah, it might be here but its where abouts are unknown!

My other Uncle gave me a John Deere Tractor Calendar for 2004 for 16 months for my special gift from the heart on Christmas Eve

Carl Jordan Schefer gave me the most memorable night of college I've ever had and a beautiful CTR ring.

hm I really should write about that night. Hm later.

Since I've been back I've hung out with Ame and Josh twice. I haven't hung out with anyone else!! I can't believe myself! I was suppossed to go to Thomas's Sunday but I slept through it. Cory's called and so has Claire but I've been at work or with Ame or at the Eye Doctor since I got back really. So these are some of the people I want/need to hang out with while I'm here (in no order) that I can think of right this second. Just cause I might have forgotten you doesn't mean I don't want to hang out with you: Maria Jose, Kendall, the Posse, Cory, Claire, Thomas, Irene, Marina, Emilie, Becky Lou, Elizabeth, Allie Cat, Zack, Amanda, Kevin, and just a lot of people and others too.

I've been having fun with my family too. I mean we're a family so we have our tifts but it's ok. I'm glad to be home and with them. I even don't mind sharing a room with Jordan and Jasmine sleeping in my bed.

I miss Jordan. I miss hanging out with him the most I believe. It's hard to talk on the phone. He has trouble understanding me (imagine that!) and I don't like talking on the phone that much neither does he. We've talked everyday but the total time can't be over 3 hours. The funnest time was when we called and he did his "Ho Ho come tomorrow" for us on Christmas eve. He did it twice for me, Jasmine, Brookie, and Allie via satelite (or phone, whatever). It was awesome though. We talked for a while on Christmas too which was nice.

Well this entry is long enough. The. END.